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……nah…. been doing nothing this morning so things were just crossing my mind… some things just reminded me of some events last sem… and it’s making me smile.. what were those? it’s for me to know… ahahaha

       footprints in the sand

           -=anonymous=-

footprints in the sand

he held me in his hands

He gave me strength to face the coming day

at times i felt alone

i was never on my own

someday i’ll understand

footprints in the sand

"Last night, i had a dream… i dreamt i was walking along the bridge, with the Lord… and across the skies, flashed scenes from my life.. and for each scene, i noticed two sets of footprints in the sand… one for me, and the other to the Lord..and after the last scene of my life flashed before me, i looked back to the footprints in the sand… and i noticed that many times acrossed the path of my life especially on the saddest and lowest times of my life, there was only one set of footprints..…this kept bothering me so i asked the Lord about it.. "Lord, you said, that once i decided to follow you, you will never leave me..but during the saddest and lowest times of my life when i needed you the most, there was only one set of footprints" the Lord replied, "My son, my precious child, I love you and I will never leave you, during the saddest and lowest times of your life when you see only one set of footprints, it was then when i carried you"

=> i just like this poem alot… it’s one of the best written… it’s really inspring…

When you get caught in the rain with no where to run
When you’re distraught and in pain without anyone
When you keep crying out to be saved
But nobody comes and you feel so far away
That you just can’t find your way home
You can get there alone
It’s okay, what you say is

I can make it through the rain
I can stand up once again
On my on and I know
That Im strong enough to mend
And everytime I feel afraid
I hold tighter to my faith
And I live one more day
And Ill make it through the rain

Ooh ooh ooh ooh, yeah
And if you keep falling down
Dont dare give in
You will arise safe sound
So keep pressing on stead fastly
And youll find what you need to prevail
Once you say…

And when the wind blows
And shadows grow close
Dont be afraid
There’s nothing you can’t face
And should they tell you

I can make it through the rain
And stand up once again
And I live one more day and night
And Ill make it through the rain
Oh yes you can ooh
Your gonna make it through the rain
Youll pull through
Dont be ashamed, stand tall and say…

read this somewhere…. i am in touch with my dreams… and i will work with reality to make it come true…..

it’s kathy_yen c0z it’s my uncle’s pet name for me… i don’t really know why… or how… he calls me kathy yen and calls erick erick yen… what’s with the yen tio bert?

i just miss home so much! i miss everyone from back home… and everything… how things used to be… how everything fitted so well… i miss it all… i miss how simple yet happy life was…. i can’t bring back yesterday… nor can i shape tomorrow… if only i can.. then i would… but…. this is reality right? welcome to the world kath! earth to earth! hahaha nah…really, i doubt if everything will be alright like it used to be before… i hope so….

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com….meh? i don’t really know myself… ehehehehe no really, no kidding…. hahahahhahaha

….okay, so let’s start everything with my early life… (if i ever got one! hahaha)… i admit, i used to be a brat… i always wanted to get what i want… but that used to be the case… until some things happened… things and events that i never thought (even in dreams) would ever happen… it made  me realize alot of things… real deep things… and believe it or not, i’m glad about it coming our way.. ’cause had it been otherwise…. i might be worser than i was before… okay, don’t get me wrong… i wasn’t really brat "BRAT"… i mean, yeah i was a spoiled brat but i was a good one… ehehehehe Lolz*** i was a good kid alright… ehehehe but i don’t want anyone messing me up or anything….. and i used to be MATERIALISTIC… in a kid kinda way.. like if i want rollerblades…. i have to get it no matter what… i was kinda… demanding in a way… but i’ve changed… alot… really.. i may be a mess sometimes… especially at school c0z i wasn’t really paying much attention to it before… but…. i know better now… hehehehe

….emotions… yeah i cry… but… it takes alot to make me cry… hehehe and i usually break down when i’m really really mad… as in super MAD! and it takes alot too to annoy me… and eventually make me mad… people close to me knows this… right? if you’re one of them that is… and when i’m mad… i’m on separate poles… it’s either i let out everything… or take everything to myself… and never talk to that SOMEBODY whom i’m mad with for as long as i can hold back everything….

….but yeah, i’ve cried over 2 movies… armageddon and… i dunno… i watched this movie from the CINEMAX one lame afternoon and it was about an irish family that lived in the early of 1900s and about an American family in the late 1900s.. twas much more about reincarnation and family… it really touched  me from within.. and i never expected such a story would actually make me cry…

anywayz, guess i’m much into senti… hahaha i’m sentimental… but i hate mushy stuffs… hehehe i don’t really know how to let out my emotions… or to express myself… i can just paint what i think… hahahaha lolz***

anyhow…i guess that’s all about me….. all i have to say… all that i can tell about me… hehhehe LOLz*** oh yeah maybe i can describe myself with this: simple, shy, strong, good friend…a pretty fine daughter (hahaha only my ‘rents can oppose to that)…just fine enough to get them by…hehehe and a not-so-good but okay sis (right rex? though we often fight bro, y’know i’ve always loved you… and i always will till my last breath… you and the rest of the fam…. though there are really times when i wished i never had a brother… you can always count to that idea that i’ll always be around no matter what… even though geographically i’m far away from home… you can always tell me anything… okay?)…. a nice cousin… hahah yeah, that i can daresay… heheheeh mizz ya’ll! i’ll meet ya’ll when i get home…. in 3 months… more or less…